Addictions

If I should care to mention or think about how I have changed ever since I moved to the states, I would bring to attention my new found addiction to chocolate. Never at all in my life would I think I would be addicted to chocolate. I spend most of my days munching and sucking on chocolate. I am addicted to Take5!!! They are best chocolate in the world. Take5 has got a pretzels, caramel, peanut and peanut butter, and all of this is covered by a layer of milk chocolate. I cannot even explain to you why they are so good, perhaps it is because of the pretzels, I love pretzels. I think by the end of this fall semester I am going to gain a few pounds.

I finally did what I had wanted to do for sometime now. I chopped my hair off! Now it is officially in the short category. I feel spunky!

This is me in a nutshell. Back to typing my report, and crossing my fingers hopping my Compaq notebook won’t die on me!!!

Golden Jubilee

This past week has been fairly crazy. A crazy roller coaster ride I would termed it. Aside from all the homework my professors would pile on me, we had the Golden Jubilee celebration.

We have had so many different activities. We had Gladys Knight came over and present us with a concert and a devotional where we had gospel music. The devotional was simple spectacular. It was unlike anything at all that I have ever seen. It did brought out the spirit of felicity and jubilee. At the end of the devotional, everyone gave a standing ovation to her. She deserved it.

I am glad to be part of this Golden Jubilee celebration. It brought out so strongly the spirit. Prior to the celebration, the months that proceeded, we were reminded several times of President Mckay’s prophecy of BYU-Hawaii as an institution of higher learning where upon this institute would produce man and woman who will go forth out of this world, with their presence would be felt for good and towards the establishment of international peace. How great this prophecy this is. How great a vision and how privilege I am to be able to be part of all this.

Our stake president came and visited, and I get to take them out for lunch. It was a great lunch. We talked about many things, and in some ways it did broaden my perspective of some things.

I attended most of the activities except on days when I had to work. One of my favorite item was the flag raising ceremony. BYU-Hawaii has the largest international student body population. The campus represents students from some seventy six different nations from all over the world. We had European nations, South America and Asia Pacific.

This was the second time I had seen the Singapore flag been up, and the first time for the Danish flag since no one from Denmark came over.. I was so proud it. MB and I took each stood underneath our flag poles and took pictures of it. It was just a moment which we wish to commemorate. I love been here. It is truly a special place.

My crush revealed

It is just no fun when you take the effort to organise a study group and people do not turn up and even worst was the fact that none of them bother to call. This basically sum up my busy week... besides tests, and essays.

I need to also add that, someone finally let the cat out of my bag, now a classmate of mine knows I have a crush on him, and that is no longer fun! Well, he is so ditzy and spacey that you falling for him would be a risk.

This is me for a week!

I promise I will come up with something more decent.

Till then, hang loose!!!

"Smack him upside down, and tell him he is rude!"

What should I say to a guy when I want to break things off with him? I do not know. I am perplexed by it. I want to disappear from his life and yet at the same time, it would be too cruel.

I like him alot and yet he is doing things that will prevent me from moving close to him. He is smart, and good looking. He is almost everything that I can ask for, and yet why is he asking this from me?

He puts up a good arguement. He holds his conversations well. He cares so much about me. He tells me the thought of me makes him feel all warm and fuzzy. He likes the spirit that I bring whenever I am near him, but does he know why I possesses the spirit? Why is he making fun of the very thing that bring him peace and comfort. I like to hear all of that. I like it when he flirts with me, but why is he pushing the limits? I cannot do this alone. I need help.

I want to say that he will never be able to find another girl that will possesses what I have, but I might be wrong and he will say I am wrong.

I need to break it off. Once and for all.